SPA is over EXAM is coming~

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim~

Alhamdulillah~ lepas juga akhirnya sesi temuduga aku bersama SPA dan kini, aku bole la mule fokus pada study aku... 4 papers for upcoming week... rasenye, inilah minggu exam paling mencabar... huhuhu~ aku boleh!!! fighting!!!

Cerite sikit pasal interview td:

Ketuk pintu, masuk, bagi salam... 1st komen interviewer tu adalah, tingginye awak ni cik nurul... sile duduk... tinggi berapa kaki?? tak pasti... 1.7cm... CM??? ape aneh sangat gelabah aku ntah??... okay fine... kene bebel sket, suppose pharmacist kene tau bla bla bla... takleh tak sure bla bla bla... okay then... noted... hehe~
Then, perkenalkan diri... nama, umur, asal, adik bradik n mak ayah kerja apa... oooo~ anak cikgu la ni... ye saye... so, awak yakin awak bley jd seorang pharmacist yg berjaya?? ye saye... beritahu ttg kekuatan awak... ehem3... btulkan suara dulu... i want you to talk in english... err... ill try... i think im good at being cooperate with others bla bla bla... in hospital i can cooperate with other healthcare provider to bla bla bla... aku tatau aku mencarut ape... abis semua vocab aku burn in sudden... hahaha~

Are you a ............ aku tak ingat perkataan tu weyh!!! mase die tanye tu aku blur... nak ckp tak paham segan... hahaha~ tp yg aku faham, die tanye aku ni lasak ke?? n my answer is yes... show me that you are... i love sport... like to join errmmmm errr aarrrr aktiviti lasak n bla bla bla... like to join camping n bla bla bla goreng secukup rase smpai aku pon tak ingat pe ramuan aku goreng tu... hahaha~ so, are you willing to be rellocated?? hahaha~ it depends... if at dat time im already married, it might be difficult... naaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!! married??? mmg aku da mule mengarot... wakakaka~

OK, ape therapy utk penagih2 dadah?? methadone!!! hoyeah~ dahla tak bace mende pon pasal methadone... goreng!!! macam mana methadone bertindak? aku pon ngarotla methadone ni macam opioid gak... tp kurang ketagihan kire tak menyebabkan ketagihan la... kurang side effects, kurang itu ini n bla bla bla... ade tak kesan sampingan kalau amik methadone berlebihan... aiyark!! aku hampir stuck tp ttbe datang idea utk jawab... kalau nak diikotkan, semua ubat pon akan ade kesan sampingan jika diambil berlebihan... so, kene la amik seperti yang diarahkan... ngeeehhhhhh~

Next!!~ okay, awak aktif dalam kelab n bla bla bla... ape aktiviti kelab yang dah dilaksanakan... interaksi, dinner, awareness... bley explain sikit pasal awareness? komen? hoyeah~ buat kat mines... tp pada pandangan saya, OKla... sederhana... sambutan tak brape OK sbb lokasi yang agak tersorok... mungkin publisiti pun kurang meluas... program ini untuk meningkatkan kesedaran masyarakat terhadap bidang farmasi... okay... cukup...

Owh, nak mintak Johor bahru... nak balik kampung la ni??? JB dah penuh ni... owh yes... exactly... tp kalau tak dapat, hopefully dpt other 2 choices la... tp kalau tak dapat pon tak kesah la mane2 kan??? errr... kalau kalau boleh nak area KL selangor la jugak... sbbnye, saya de bond dengan UKM untuk braces ni... tak boleh transfer ke klinik lain... maka, masuklah persoalan braces plak... whats the function of using braces??? are you feel more confident after wearing it?? tak rase pelik ke kat gigi?? nak makan pon susah n bla bla bla... ape kelebihan pakai braces??? adoila... spt yg kusangka, isu braces tak mustahil jd persoalan... actually saya pakai nak bg gigi elok (dalam pale nak jawab, saya suke tersengih... so, klu gigi tak cantik sengih tak best la org nmpk... hahaha!!!) sikit... bagi lagi kemas dan teratur... masa mule2 pakai mmg rase tak selesa tp lama2 biasa... confident tu, wat mase ni tgh pakai, tak brape confident... tp mungkin bile da cantik nnti lebey confident kot (yg ni mmg aku hentam!! tatau nak jawab ape bhaaii~ hahaha)... kelebihan braces stakat ni yg saya tau dr segi kosmetik jerla... adeyh... ade kelebihan lain ke pakai braces???

Lagi... ermmm~ tanye pasal interest dlm bidang farmasi... so, aku pon jawab la klinikal... ape yg bley contribute kat klinikal?? cek ubat, dose... bla bla bla... TDM ke?... ye!! die pon tanye, mase clerk kat HUKM ade tak isu2 ataupun ADR yg dah diperbetulkan/dijumpai??? aku pon jawab, seminggu je utk TDM tu... jadi tak dpt belajar banyak mende... posting laen?? kat O&G, paeds... ape yg awak buat kat O&G... review medication... alert medication yg takleh bagi kat patient mengandung/menyusukan anak... bla bla bla... dot~

Ape cadangan utk penambahbaikan sistem/perkhidmatan kat HKL (ni based on experience aku sdr la)... tunggu ubat almost half hour... then mase dpt ubat tak de counselling pon... so, any suggestion? aku cadangkan asingkan patient2 yang patot dapat counselling based on ubat2an yg diorg dapat... camne nak detect patient tu perlu kaunseling kot2la dorg taknak ke nak cepat ke... hurmmm~ review medication die... tgk klu 1st timer, mmg kene counsel lah... kalau datang utk topup ubat, mungkin tak perlu tp still bley counsel utk cek patient nye compliance... fuuuh!!!
Okay Hidayah... terima kasih~ eh da abis ker??? hahahaha~ kejap sgt!!! mase Syamil nye turn berjanggut aku tunggu! wat cuak la plak kejap2 ni...

BTW, da lepas, aku pon da lega~ alhamdulillah, syukur yg tak terhingga... thanx to all yg mendoakan... yg tlg kejut pg td... hehehe~ thanx2~ pada yg suruh aku alert isu2 politik tu pon, thanx gak... klu tak, smpai ke sudah aku tatau barisan kabinet kat Malaysia ni... hahaha~ so, all da best kat korang sume utk final weyh!!! gambateh!!~

Owh~ aktiviti aku sepanjang aku tak update blog ni... yg paling istimewa adalah... sesi bersoal jawab ttg hati dan perasaan bersama my beloved sis... owh2~ tak sngka akhirnye we reach this stage of frenship... sharing everything!!! everything include the secret of my heart... the secret of my life... as she know already my situation, i really hope for her understanding... & thanx a lot for your support... tanpa sengaja ternanges plak mase bercerite depan die kan... well~ people can easily condemn others but do try to put urself inside others shoes... it'll be great maybe?? see if you can face it like what you've said when you are condemning ppl... haih~ semoga aku dan keluargaku dikurniakan ketabahan...

And when i got the news actually, i feel dissappointed like i've said before... but lets take it positively... & i strongly told my mom that i want her to know that ill always support her no matter what and she should know that im big already for her to let me know many things about life... dats it... and we both cry... miss my mom... my dad... and my family so much~ (nanges~ nanges~ nanges~)

Lagi??? jumpe my mentor lepas gi ketatkan braces on tuesday... kata2 yg menyentuh kalbu... she want to meet me on my graduation day this july... she want it... and dats her dream so i must fulfill her dream... owh3~ mate dah bergenang2 mase tu tp aku tahan jer... cepat2 salam die n blah... sebaik berpaling je, terus berderai2 air mata jatuh di pipi... sebak2... adeyh~ i want to leave my student life this year!!! no matter what!!! so i have to work for it!!! no matter what!!! ya Allah, bantulah hambaMu ini...

Others?? siapkan report O&G... siapkan CV, print sijil2 segala bagai... fight dapatkan sijil dinner bla bla bla... hampeh nye pejabat sbb aku takleh nak dapatkan sijil kelab balik... ciss!! whatever~ its over... so, just face to pass this very very hard phase before i stepped out into another phase in my life... gi karok kat redbox... 2hari berturut... mungkin utk kali yg terakhirnye aku jejak kaki kat tempat2 macam tu??? ntah... aku pon tak pasti... bersama teman2 di padang... bermaen, bergelak ketawa... ill miss this moments... semoga ukhuwah antara kita takkan terputus begitu saja... love you all guys~ T.T

Hingga bertemu hujung jari kepada keyboard lagi... jom study!!~

-wassalam-
p/s-gamba2 tu nnti2la aku upload... banyak gamba tak sempat upload lg ni...