Bismillahirrahmanirrahim~
Hurmmm... post kali ni aku nak coret pasal 3 perkara yg btul2 memberi kesan terhadap perasaan aku~ perkara yg membuatkan aku terharu, sedey, sebak, gembira, suka dan macam2la~ -_-
KISAH 1: new experience...
Huurmmm~ pada klinikal selasa lalu, aku dan partner aku terpilih utk clerk seorg patient yg on TPN about 2 weeks kat hospital tu... its due to his esophagus cancer and other previous operation... given TPN centrally... -_- so, we were clerking the case together and try to gather as much information about him from the BHT... the IO chart made me feel dizzy for a while coz really dun have any idea what to search for and how to read that chart... after a while, then i can get into it... @_@
As what i'd mentioned in the previous post, its really2 a long waiting b4 we can finish clerking him... what i wanna highlight here is when i saw how his wife come beside him, talk to him, wash his face with wet towel and bla bla bla... everything is in my sight.. so, i cant prevent myself from not looking into that situation.. and suddenly, his daughter i think, come and cry over him... its really2 a situation that make my breathing filled up with tears... but i still can control myself from crying~ -_-
During presentation yesterday, after been evaluated by prof, i go back to the ward to find out my patient's assessment for the previous 2 days... because his IO(input output) really imbalance... its nearly +ve 7k!! so, prof did ask us to see how interesting the cases is... hurmmm~ we continue clerking without even look at his ECG or the patient itself... but i can see some of his family sitting around him with the curtain around his bed... i juz understand it as normal situation for the family members to be with that patient.. and i just go back rushing for classes that afternoon...
Its hanif who talk to me when he reach class about my patient... he's really2 lucky to be in that situation!! really feel jealousy but i know i may not be strong to be in that situation... yeah~ he died already... hanif ask me whether i look at his ECG b4... yes im not!! and i was regret it! and again, hanif saw the ECG slowly showed a straight line without any peaks!! he then saw, nurses rushing for doctors to confirm the death... checking the pupils and other normal step to confirm it and well, its really like a drama playing in sight... anip2... untung btul ko yer!! aku jeles nih!!~ and there my cases end with... bile dgr cite pon actually, i feel like crying... and i know, its the best for me when i'm in pharmacy course coz i realize that it hard for me to cope with that situation~ -_- Allah knows the best for me~
KISAH 2: assalamualaikum akak~
Haaa~ kisah ni berlaku semasa aku nak gi menunaikan solat... dlm lif, aku terperasan sorg budak laki tgk aku macam aku ni alien trun dr pokok... aku pon tak paham... so, aku wat derk spt biasa diriku yg mmg menonong je... tiba2, budak tu panggil aku... n aku berhenti dan membalas senyuman dia... lalu, 'akak, akak haritu de gi HUKM eh utk 3K? mase forum tu akak kan??' owh!! aku terkedu sekejap... aku tak sangka ade yg perasan aku n dgn ramah menegur aku... i congrates and welcome him to be a dental students...
Apa yg membuatkan aku rasa nak mencoret kisah ni adalah krn ade 3 org lagi yg aku cam mase program 3K tu yg aku jumpe kat sini... 2org mmg adik2 fasi aku n sorg lagi adik fasi husna... sorg adik fasi aku mmg tegur aku n tanye kat mne BAKA... n aku mmg terharu la dgn teguran die tu... means that she still remember me... walaupun sape je aku mase jd fasi tu kan?? huhu~ n sorg lg adik fasi aku, hurmmm... aku nampak die masa kene kuarantin H1n1 n kene kumpul kat kafe tu... tatau la die malu ke, mmg sombong ke ape ker... agak dekat kedudukan kitorg n berkali2 aku tgk budak tu... dan aku rase mustahil die tak nmpk... bile abis perjumpaan tu, die trus je bangun n blah... dan aku la yg panggil budak tu n tegur die... well, kite bley tau kan kalau org tu berpura2 tak perasan... pengalaman mengajarku!! -_-
manakala seorg lg budak ni yg mmg aku cop die budak cish!!! hahahaa~ hurmm, berlaku mase aku jd imam kat surau n die makmum sblh aku... aku jaga group die mase sukaneka of kos la aku cam kan?kan? pulak tu grup husna... then, aku tanye la die 'awak join prog kat HUKM dulu kan?' n die jawab... 'prog kat HUKM? program mane? program ape??'... aku da agak hangin dah mase tu.. amboi2 budak ni... nak wat kerek plak ngan aku ye?? 'prog pengenalan kursus kesihatan tu... n bla bla bla...' dan die jawab lg... 'prog ape? bile?'... owh~ sungguh2 aku rase nak lempang budka tu bole? berani die mempermain2kan aku? cish!! nasib bek la aku baru je lepas jadi imam kan... so, kene cover2 n control sket la... gile hipokrit!! hahaha~ aku ckp 'awk ni adik fasi husna kan??' dan die balas tnpa rase malu mahupun segan melainkan muke kerek yg mintak aku cakar tu 'aah... akak cam saya?'... buduss!!! hahaha~ mmg aku bg senyum plastik dan aku blah dgn ati yg bengkek sbb ade jugak budak camtu eh? tudung bukan main labuh lagi tp perangai cam $%*(^#% haa~ kan da kene maki ngan aku dah... isk3~ betapa tak?? manusia2 camni la yg merosakkan nme wanita2 islam yg suci murni k... hadoila.. kpd adik berkenaan, buangla sikap kerek anda tu yer... *aku rase budak tu mmg de sindrom kerek+berlagak tak ketahuan...sbb bile manage dorg mase sukaneka, nmpk dah~*
haaa~ tula kisah nye... yg buatkan aku terharu bile ditegur oleh budak dental tu... sbbnye, aku tak knal die dan bukan fasi die pon, laki plak tu?? nak compare dgn 2,3 lg budak2 yg aku da cite kat atas... kpd adik berkenaan, kekalkan keramahan anda yer... semoga berjaya menjadi sorg dentist yg cemerlang!! ^_^
KISAH 3: CERAMAH NUDZUL QURAN
Semalam selepas terawikh, aku menghadiri satu ceramah nudzul quran oleh prof dr mohd kamil... hurmmm~ aku btul2 terkesan dgn cerite yg die smpaikan... berkaitan hidup dan diri die sdr... kisah ni aku nak pendekkan je sbb aku nak siap gi fak wat lab ni!!! ahaha~ ape yg aku nak highlight kat sini adalah, betapa hidayah itu milik Allah dan barangsiapa mencari hidayahNYA, Allah akan berikan... dan lg, tentang doa... yg wat aku teringat sekali tazkirah teman sekelas mase kat KI dulu (kredit to basyirah sbb ingatkan) yg berbunyi...
"klu kite usaha skrg, tp ms SPM kite xdpt result cemerlang,mungkin ALLAH permudahkn mase di matrik@ipt. klu xdpt gak kejayaan mse tu,myb kite mudah time nk mintak kerja nnt. klu mase kerja pn xdpt gk, mybe mase kite brumah tangga. mase kawen pn, klu panas xsampai ke petang mungkin di hari tua nnt kite disenangkn ALLAH.Jika x gak, mgkn d alam barzah, d akhirat sane ALLAH balas segala usaha+amal baik yg kita lakukan kat dunia ni..."
-wassalam-
Hurmmm... post kali ni aku nak coret pasal 3 perkara yg btul2 memberi kesan terhadap perasaan aku~ perkara yg membuatkan aku terharu, sedey, sebak, gembira, suka dan macam2la~ -_-
KISAH 1: new experience...
Huurmmm~ pada klinikal selasa lalu, aku dan partner aku terpilih utk clerk seorg patient yg on TPN about 2 weeks kat hospital tu... its due to his esophagus cancer and other previous operation... given TPN centrally... -_- so, we were clerking the case together and try to gather as much information about him from the BHT... the IO chart made me feel dizzy for a while coz really dun have any idea what to search for and how to read that chart... after a while, then i can get into it... @_@
As what i'd mentioned in the previous post, its really2 a long waiting b4 we can finish clerking him... what i wanna highlight here is when i saw how his wife come beside him, talk to him, wash his face with wet towel and bla bla bla... everything is in my sight.. so, i cant prevent myself from not looking into that situation.. and suddenly, his daughter i think, come and cry over him... its really2 a situation that make my breathing filled up with tears... but i still can control myself from crying~ -_-
During presentation yesterday, after been evaluated by prof, i go back to the ward to find out my patient's assessment for the previous 2 days... because his IO(input output) really imbalance... its nearly +ve 7k!! so, prof did ask us to see how interesting the cases is... hurmmm~ we continue clerking without even look at his ECG or the patient itself... but i can see some of his family sitting around him with the curtain around his bed... i juz understand it as normal situation for the family members to be with that patient.. and i just go back rushing for classes that afternoon...
Its hanif who talk to me when he reach class about my patient... he's really2 lucky to be in that situation!! really feel jealousy but i know i may not be strong to be in that situation... yeah~ he died already... hanif ask me whether i look at his ECG b4... yes im not!! and i was regret it! and again, hanif saw the ECG slowly showed a straight line without any peaks!! he then saw, nurses rushing for doctors to confirm the death... checking the pupils and other normal step to confirm it and well, its really like a drama playing in sight... anip2... untung btul ko yer!! aku jeles nih!!~ and there my cases end with... bile dgr cite pon actually, i feel like crying... and i know, its the best for me when i'm in pharmacy course coz i realize that it hard for me to cope with that situation~ -_- Allah knows the best for me~
KISAH 2: assalamualaikum akak~
Haaa~ kisah ni berlaku semasa aku nak gi menunaikan solat... dlm lif, aku terperasan sorg budak laki tgk aku macam aku ni alien trun dr pokok... aku pon tak paham... so, aku wat derk spt biasa diriku yg mmg menonong je... tiba2, budak tu panggil aku... n aku berhenti dan membalas senyuman dia... lalu, 'akak, akak haritu de gi HUKM eh utk 3K? mase forum tu akak kan??' owh!! aku terkedu sekejap... aku tak sangka ade yg perasan aku n dgn ramah menegur aku... i congrates and welcome him to be a dental students...
Apa yg membuatkan aku rasa nak mencoret kisah ni adalah krn ade 3 org lagi yg aku cam mase program 3K tu yg aku jumpe kat sini... 2org mmg adik2 fasi aku n sorg lagi adik fasi husna... sorg adik fasi aku mmg tegur aku n tanye kat mne BAKA... n aku mmg terharu la dgn teguran die tu... means that she still remember me... walaupun sape je aku mase jd fasi tu kan?? huhu~ n sorg lg adik fasi aku, hurmmm... aku nampak die masa kene kuarantin H1n1 n kene kumpul kat kafe tu... tatau la die malu ke, mmg sombong ke ape ker... agak dekat kedudukan kitorg n berkali2 aku tgk budak tu... dan aku rase mustahil die tak nmpk... bile abis perjumpaan tu, die trus je bangun n blah... dan aku la yg panggil budak tu n tegur die... well, kite bley tau kan kalau org tu berpura2 tak perasan... pengalaman mengajarku!! -_-
manakala seorg lg budak ni yg mmg aku cop die budak cish!!! hahahaa~ hurmm, berlaku mase aku jd imam kat surau n die makmum sblh aku... aku jaga group die mase sukaneka of kos la aku cam kan?kan? pulak tu grup husna... then, aku tanye la die 'awak join prog kat HUKM dulu kan?' n die jawab... 'prog kat HUKM? program mane? program ape??'... aku da agak hangin dah mase tu.. amboi2 budak ni... nak wat kerek plak ngan aku ye?? 'prog pengenalan kursus kesihatan tu... n bla bla bla...' dan die jawab lg... 'prog ape? bile?'... owh~ sungguh2 aku rase nak lempang budka tu bole? berani die mempermain2kan aku? cish!! nasib bek la aku baru je lepas jadi imam kan... so, kene cover2 n control sket la... gile hipokrit!! hahaha~ aku ckp 'awk ni adik fasi husna kan??' dan die balas tnpa rase malu mahupun segan melainkan muke kerek yg mintak aku cakar tu 'aah... akak cam saya?'... buduss!!! hahaha~ mmg aku bg senyum plastik dan aku blah dgn ati yg bengkek sbb ade jugak budak camtu eh? tudung bukan main labuh lagi tp perangai cam $%*(^#% haa~ kan da kene maki ngan aku dah... isk3~ betapa tak?? manusia2 camni la yg merosakkan nme wanita2 islam yg suci murni k... hadoila.. kpd adik berkenaan, buangla sikap kerek anda tu yer... *aku rase budak tu mmg de sindrom kerek+berlagak tak ketahuan...sbb bile manage dorg mase sukaneka, nmpk dah~*
haaa~ tula kisah nye... yg buatkan aku terharu bile ditegur oleh budak dental tu... sbbnye, aku tak knal die dan bukan fasi die pon, laki plak tu?? nak compare dgn 2,3 lg budak2 yg aku da cite kat atas... kpd adik berkenaan, kekalkan keramahan anda yer... semoga berjaya menjadi sorg dentist yg cemerlang!! ^_^
KISAH 3: CERAMAH NUDZUL QURAN
Semalam selepas terawikh, aku menghadiri satu ceramah nudzul quran oleh prof dr mohd kamil... hurmmm~ aku btul2 terkesan dgn cerite yg die smpaikan... berkaitan hidup dan diri die sdr... kisah ni aku nak pendekkan je sbb aku nak siap gi fak wat lab ni!!! ahaha~ ape yg aku nak highlight kat sini adalah, betapa hidayah itu milik Allah dan barangsiapa mencari hidayahNYA, Allah akan berikan... dan lg, tentang doa... yg wat aku teringat sekali tazkirah teman sekelas mase kat KI dulu (kredit to basyirah sbb ingatkan) yg berbunyi...
"klu kite usaha skrg, tp ms SPM kite xdpt result cemerlang,mungkin ALLAH permudahkn mase di matrik@ipt. klu xdpt gak kejayaan mse tu,myb kite mudah time nk mintak kerja nnt. klu mase kerja pn xdpt gk, mybe mase kite brumah tangga. mase kawen pn, klu panas xsampai ke petang mungkin di hari tua nnt kite disenangkn ALLAH.Jika x gak, mgkn d alam barzah, d akhirat sane ALLAH balas segala usaha+amal baik yg kita lakukan kat dunia ni..."
-wassalam-
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sesungguhnye tiap2 kejadian yg berlaku itu ada hikmahnye..
byk pekdahnye jika kita berpk di luar kotak (think out of box)..
hehe.. about clinical, keep it up! akak suke klinikal sbb leh tgk kehidupan org lain arr. byk suke duka di sebalik kesihatan n kesakitan diorg. :)
yezza.. hehe
happy >15th ramadhan!~
hehehe~ tenkiu2!!~ =D
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